A Bad Feeling

I recently started reorganizing my photos from my Captain Zero trip. Thought I’d put a few up here. This is Rancho de Chicho, Baja, which I wrote a chapter about.

Just got back from an attempted walk with Gus. We were on our way to the footpath that circles the lake when the local New Mexico Park Ranger stops us. I’d gotten friendly with him over the past month; he’s a dog guy and had brought Gus back one time when she’d slipped her chain and wandered down to the lake, about 100 yards from our back door.

He seemed embarrassed, although it’s tough to read emotions when someone’s face is redacted (his mask being black, it really does look… redacted). He said I have to wear a mask.

‘Because I’m in the State Park?’ I ask. He replies that it doesn’t matter where I am. As of last week, the governor (a ‘liberal’ dem) has mandated that outside of your domicile masks are mandatory, ‘except when eating, drinking, or swimming,’ with a $100 fine for the first offense (I learned all this later).

‘You go out in the lake in a canoe,’ says I, ‘you have to wear a mask?’

‘Plus you’re from out of state,’ says he, changing the subject, but he’s having a problem holding my gaze.

My campsite before moving onto el Rancho.

When I want to know what my out of state status has to do with anything, he tells me that since Monday only New Mexico residents can access the Park. As I’d told him when we first met, I’d bought a yearly pass for the state park system so I could stay in the camping areas. New Mexico then closed down all camping in state parks and didn’t refund my fee.

Now he’s telling me I can’t even walk on Park turf, to get to the lake, say, or walk to town on the footpath. Or just walk my dog. I’m staring at him. He looks down and says hi to Gus, patting her head, maybe to soften the impact of this latest bulletin from outback. I’m having none of it, but ‘You’re kidding, right?’ is the best I can come up with.

‘Didn’t you see the signs?’ says he. ‘The new ones?’ I haven’t, so I walk a few feet landward and examine the two hand-scrawled notices taped to the stop sign at the Park entrance. Masks required at all times, one says. The other bars out-of-state folks.

A guy I know from the RV park sidles over to listen. ‘Are you actually going to enforce this stuff?’ I want to know.

‘I have to,’ the Ranger says. I ask why he ‘has to,’ meanwhile keeping my voice matter-of-fact.

My 49th birthday party, Todo Santos, Baja. Me in the flowered shirt.

‘I’m just following orders,’ says he (yes, exact words).

‘How’s your headache problem?’ We’d discussed masks a while back; when he said he’d been getting headaches I explained that he is probably suffering from hypoxia, oxygen starvation, from wearing the mask all day.

There’s a pause, and I add, ‘Those masks don’t protect you from viruses. It’s like trying to keep mosquitos out with a chain link fence.’

‘Like I said,’ says he. ‘I have to follow orders.’ I ask him that if his orders were to handcuff me and bash my head with his baton, would he do that? I’m still on an even keel. I know the guy means well. So did the Nazis, of course.

‘The next thing’ll be road blocks with out-of-staters taken to quarantine camps.’

‘I don’t think that’ll happen,’ says he, but he’s not sounding too sure.

‘Out-of-staters can’t buy propane.’ This is my neighbor from the RV camp. ‘I tried in Angel Fire and Eagle Nest and they wouldn’t sell to me.’

‘Seriously?’ Now I’m getting a bad feeling (more to come). The guy nods, saying he doesn’t know if it’s a state-wide mandate or not, but likely it is.

I look at the Ranger and although I don’t say anything, he feels compelled to say that he doesn’t want to lose his job. He really is a nice guy, but I’m thinking that the current situation is mostly the result of ‘nice guys’ doing what they are told. And believing what they are told.

‘You know why they’re talking about defunding local police across the country?’ I ask the Ranger. He says that’s just ‘protesters.’

I correct him. ‘No, they’re talking about it on the floor of the Congress. Reason they’re doing that is because they worry that local cops, and that would probably include you, won’t “follow orders” (the quotes were in my tone) to, say, disarm their neighbors.’ Although New Mexico is a blue state, out in the country it’s all conservative republicans, with Trump still a hero, in spite of his chicken shit clown behavior. ‘See, they get rid of you guys, they can bring in the federal troops, like they did with Katrina. Those guys will more likely follow orders.’

I’m regretting I’d brought up the subject of disarming the citizenry. Now he might be suspecting that I’m armed, which I am (legally, for now).

As we walk back to the rig, I tell Gus that she’s off the hook with a lake-bath (she hates baths). Meanwhile, the bad feeling mentioned above is intensifying. An actual uneasiness in my gut.

Few of you are going to want to hear this, but I have a very, very bad feeling about what’s to come, in the near term and semi-near (the next year or so), and it’s not just the insane New Mexico laws and nice-guy Park Rangers who enforce them. Neither is it just the COVID black op, nor the fabricated social disturbances, both of which are aspects of the Global Reset mentioned in a recent post.

(My recent silence is mainly due to the bad gut feeling I speak of. I just figured, Who wants to hear it? And, What good will speaking of it do anyway?)

I would call the situation on this planet (for our species, anyway) surreal were it not for the fact that I (most of us) have seen it (the situation) coming for years. I mean, how can a situation be surreal if it was/is not only predictable but inevitable?

When you think about it, the specifics (of the situation) – the use of a black op ‘pandemic’, plus the ‘social unrest’ and its cause (supposed racial tension, much of it clearly fabricated), can be seen as the obvious way to go, especially given that the ‘climate change’ fraud pretty much fizzled, at least regarding the fear factor: Everything they are doing to us is ‘for our own good’; it’s difficult to think of another scheme that would work as well. (I suspect that ‘an alien invasion’ is high on the list of alternate ops, given the recent admissions and disclosures by Navy pilots and other ‘spokespeople’, which re-enforce Hollywood’s zeitgeistian output.)

Addendum: One need only analyze the takeaways from Spielberg’s alien-themed titles to understand H-wood’s contribution to the overall fear factor. Compare, say, E.T.; The Extra-Terrestrial, from 1982 with his last one, War of the Worlds.

But no, my bad feeling goes way deeper than current events. Part of it goes back to my realization that there is a higher power, and although its nature is unknown (maybe unknowable), it is clearly interested in our doings; indeed… it has meddled in our doings, and is almost certainly behind our very existence. (See my post on ‘the moon numbers’.)

I’ll not go into all the other evidence of this ‘higher power’s’ existence (the ‘fine tuning’ argument being the tip of the ‘berg), but one result of this sure knowledge (not ‘belief’) is that I now take even more seriously the cultural myths from across time and space, how they could only conflate with each other as profoundly as they do if there was some valid ‘historical’ value to their main assumptions, one of which is related to my gut bad feeling: When humankind really, really gets out of hand with its evil-doing, there is… an intervention… and it is never pleasant. 

I’ll not name the far-and-wide examples of this conflation. Suffice to say it’s universal, but the good old Good Book, the Christian Bible, will do as an example, and it’s not just floods and fire from the sky and the earth opening that get my attention…

Although, as atheistic debunkers are wont to spout, Bible passages can be interpreted to mean whatever the believer wants – plus anything ‘written’ may be contradicted elsewhere — there are clear indications (IMO) that some sort of ‘end times’ are near, although ‘near’ could be interpreted ‘historically,’ i.e., meaning many years from now. Or it could come tomorrow.

As mentioned, most other belief systems are in agreement with the general drift of the Bible’s book of Revelations; and as they say (via cultural mythologies), we are in for a global cataclysm, maybe soon.

For me, a cogent indication that ‘end times’ are near is related to the biblical text alterations I’ve written about in past posts: the ‘Mandela Effect.’

Anyone who figures I’ve gone off the deep end here, I suggest you read this post and explain the ‘changes’ I pointed out to my Amish ‘friends.’ Or explain how bible thumpers of their dedication could have gotten so many passages wrong. (There’s more, including a video I made, in this post.)

My bad feeling about this (Bible changes) is when I combine my sure knowledge of a ‘higher power’ with the fact that many if not most of the changes are sly, ironic, and insulting to those who believe the book to be of divine inspiration. Look at the passages I quote in the above post, like men nursing infants and the many sexual and homosexual references. Combine that with the sure knowledge that the changes have to be of supernatural origin. Give this some thought. 

There is too much utter nonsense, cruel and frightening nonsense (unmarried non-virgins should be stoned to death, slavery is okay, etc., etc.), in the Bible to take it as the literal voice of a true ‘higher power’, but when supernatural doings wax nasty and sarcastic (as is the case with so many of these Bible changes)… I think it’s safe to say that we have some worrying to do. (Or, if you want yourself and family to survive, some preparing to do.)

Plus I’m banned from taking my dog for a walk down to the lake.

Allan

My road-bud Logan and I are looking for a safe place to ride out next winter and I thought of the Native American I corresponded with a couple years ago. I’m thinking reservation land might be safer from what’s coming, plus I’ve always been interested in Native American mythology, which is especially pertinent now. If you’re still out there (I misfiled our emails) maybe give me a shout at allan at bb.com.

Addendum: After writing this I opened my Bible to ‘The Book of Revelations’ to find that it’s now titled ‘The Revelation.’ But goddamn, I’m pretty damn sure it was called Revelations, with an s, whether there was a ‘The Book of’ in the title or not. Sure enough, I’m not the only one who has noticed this (apparent) Mandela Effect.

What do you guys recall? Was it ‘Revelations’ or ‘The Revelation’? (There sure is more than one ‘revelation’ in it.)

Next day addendum: I took Gus down to the park again and when they tried to stop me (for being out-of-state) I said ‘Arrest me or leave me alone,’ and walked away, into the park. They let me go. I came home via a back door route because I’d forgotten to bring my Gopro, to record an arrest. Tomorrow I’ll do it again and see what happens. They no doubt called their boss to see what to do. Stay tuned for my possible arrest.

Two hours later: Two NM State Trooper vehicles just pulled up and served me with a trespass document, which I refused to sign, which shocked them. (It was funny: they didn’t know how to react, so they did nothing.) I told them stuff I’ve written about here. Asked them if they took an oath to uphold the constitution, etc. Asked them if they were awake to anything going on.

I’m going to be arrested tomorrow, for sure.

  77 comments for “A Bad Feeling

  1. July 23, 2020 at 4:47 pm

    I have studied the Bible for ten years now. First of all, as we all know, there are many different translations, each with slightly different wordings, including for some of the titles of the individual books. I’ve seen Revelation as “The Revelation of Saint John the Divine,” “The Book of Revelation,” but never “Revelations.” Revelations (plural) is one of the most common Biblical misconceptions I’m aware of. Everyone always calls it “Revelations,” and it’s always bothered me (on a kind of petty level, perhaps notwithstanding). Being raised a Christian, I’ve actually been aware of this since I was a kid. It has never been plural. It refers to the (single) Revelation of Jesus Christ, not the multiple revelations of individual events contained therein. There you have it: one man’s anecdotal testimony, Allan.

    • Chris
      July 23, 2020 at 9:52 pm

      “Everyone always calls it ‘Revelations,’…”

      Hence the mass confusion and belief in a “Mandela effect,” based on this. Everyone thinks their memory is perfect, ignoring that they can learn the wrong thing to begin with.

      Thanks James.

      • July 24, 2020 at 4:10 pm

        I agree, Chris. This is my experience with most, if not all, Mandela Effect examples that are bandied about. I call it a conspiracy theory for Millennials, since it could only come about in this cultural moment in which the internet has become ubiquitous, yet people still have access to their personal memories (usually from early in life). There will naturally be contradictions, yet, through the power of suggestion (“how could so many people remember it wrong?”), people stubbornly hold to their mistaken memory. It is amazing, really, that it is the internet itself (through youtube videos, blogs, and websites) that is convincing adherents to the ME theory that their internal memory must be correct, which seems a bit of a contradiction. They hold to their individual memory against the evidence of mass memory, yet it is this very same mass memory apparatus which provides their so-called confirmation.

        I know Allan is no Millennial, but I’ve always seen his ME beliefs as one of the few weak links in this blog. His insistence that there is something going on there caused me to give it all a second look a while back, but I still ended up far from convinced. All the examples that he asserted to be smoking guns (Bible changes, Sex in/and the City, etc.) had fairly easy explanations.

        Ultimately I think some of these changes are possibly real, but have non-supernatural causes (i.e. they’re psyops). For the rest: Occam’s Razor will do.

        • Hank
          July 28, 2020 at 2:45 pm

          James says, “I’ve always seen his ME beliefs as one of the few weak links in this blog.”
          What are you referring to, specifically?

          • July 28, 2020 at 7:14 pm

            Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence, and none of Allan’s Mandela Effect examples fulfill this requirement, in my opinion. I agree with a great deal of what he says, generally, and I learn a lot from him, but I just wish he’d leave the Mandela Effect out of his “grand unified theory” of HTWRW (how the world really works), as he puts it. It just weakens his other, stronger points. Anyone is free to disagree, but this is how I see it.

            Also, I don’t agree with his assessment of COVID-19 as an engineered bioweapon, but that’s another story (I believe it’s a complete fabrication only existing on paper and glowing screens).

  2. July 21, 2020 at 2:44 pm

    I keep getting sternly asked to leave stores for not wearing a muzzle. I tell them there are medical exemptions, and they aren’t allowed to ask me about them due to hippa. The police where called on me at a food coop yesterday (I left before they arrived) This is a big deal folks

  3. July 21, 2020 at 11:24 am

    Hi Allan, your blog has always had a profound affect on me because the best long distance friend I ever had in my life is on assignment and I pray he will be back soon.

    I feel your pain brother. I have that same pit in my stomach. Basically it comes down to this, we are all doing what we can while we can. Me? Currently a 3rd Generation Native Californian living right in the heart of Southern California in Mission Viejo.

    Yes, I’ve had some amazing adventures in my life including living in New Zealand for 5 1/2 years watching observing corruption on a level I had never experienced in my life and now that corruption is here in America.

    Allan, your feelings and observations are correct. Especially New Mexico where the “police state policies” now in play make you scratch your head right?

    It’s like we have had our Bill of Rights and U.S. Constitution suspended but we have to deal with all of these “order followers” right?

    For the past two years I have had my own blog at: https://afterhollywood.online

    About 4 weeks ago I took it off line at WordPress. Yes, it is till there and that “bad feeling you have,” told me to be: A-Political this summer keeping my big mouth shut.

    The truth is that I have only worn a mask two or three times when I absolutely had to do it but otherwise never wear it.

    During the brief opening I was able to get my hair cut and even my Barber gave me a hug!

    Feel free to reach out to me at: mitch@afterhollywood.online 24/7.

    Things are about to get really wild so all we can do is what we can until it really hits.

    Onward and Upward,
    Always in Gratitude,

    Mitch Santell

    Ephesians 6:12
    “For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.”

    King James Version (KJV)

  4. Chris
    July 21, 2020 at 12:32 am

    Why is no one bothered by the federal stormtroopers in Portland, and soon in other Democratic controlled cities? They broke that retired navy guy’s hand and sprayed extremely strong pepper spray in his face for asking them how they felt about their oath to the constitution. Trump is getting more unhinged. As the pandemic rages on…

  5. July 20, 2020 at 8:08 pm

    Good morning Allan, we all hope you n Gus are fine and free of these uniformed Buffoons with nothing better to do!

  6. Greg Hohnholt
    July 20, 2020 at 7:07 pm

    John Oliver’s frantic, almost frenzied, delivery of his normalcy bias bullshit in that linked video is more telling than all that sound and fury signifying nothing. I could only make it halfway through; his stated belief in the “magic bullet” theory was the last straw(man).

    Good luck dealing with The Man.

  7. Cat
    July 20, 2020 at 6:57 pm

    New Mexico, we’re all watching you
    from your state, all states and around
    the world via Allan’s blog.

    Let’s see how the state of
    Enchantment really is.
    Lovely I’m hoping…

  8. July 20, 2020 at 4:24 pm

    Hey, you guys gotta watch this one! Talk about strawman bullshit. Classic. Shows how desperate they really are: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0b_eHBZLM6U

    • Jean-Francois Aubry
      July 20, 2020 at 5:48 pm

      Video blocked in Canada…lol…so proud our gov protect us from the truth

    • Jean-Francois Aubry
      July 20, 2020 at 5:52 pm

      But found elsewhere…so cute the crowd laughing at the word “Conspiracy”…But Bird still The Word

    • Azzy
      July 20, 2020 at 6:52 pm

      The cat was great, though– I couldn’t stop laughing. But hey, cats always were the superior species.

  9. FoosShark
    July 20, 2020 at 2:42 am

    Wouldn’t it be easier to just state that you have now decided that for all intents and purposes you have moved to New Mexico now and as a new resident you can use the state facilities?

  10. Azzy
    July 19, 2020 at 11:45 pm

    Darn it, Allan. You figured out that moderation function, again? Its been a while, yo! 😭

  11. Azzy
    July 19, 2020 at 11:32 pm

    You have a lot going on, Allan. But I suspect reading and research is a balm for you as it is for all high minded folks.
    Here’s another take on the ME for your awwrse.

    https://metallicman.com/laoban4site/what-is-the-color-of-chartreuse-is-it-red-or-green/

    And a doozy on the Moon. There’s a long build up, but worth it. And if you still think this guy has nothing to offer then it’s well and truly yours to figure out HTWRW on your lonesome.
    But you’re not really. It has been figured out by large minds. With help. Decades ago. But it went deep black and will never be revealed. Until of course the genetic stratification plans are executed. Then some of us will know. And the rest will either be annihilated, or too cognitively dialled down to even be aware anything even happened.
    It is a Rapture– just not in the way the rope belted, mouth breathing bumpkins in their faggy uniforms and their fingers on the button realise.

    https://metallicman.com/laoban4site/the-hollow-moon/

  12. Horst
    July 19, 2020 at 11:15 pm

    The Bible should not be discarded, it is of value. We are at the tree of knowledge, for distinction between good and evil. Books are made of trees. Books are like time, one stream, time is a unique feature of our reality. So is the Bible. The Bible contains both sides, good and evil, most of the ugly stuff in Deuteronomy. The whole book is about salvation, all pointing to the Messiah. He shows the way, in the end the whole world is fixed.
    Another topic of the Bible is bloodlines. There are Doppelgängers, on evil and good side, they got similar names. These days, there are great affords to convince us, all people are the same. All are in for salvation, this way. There are no races, we are told, all have to be treated the same. It’s communism. This is also related to the virus response, all have to wear the mask, no matter which blood group, in a crowd, or under the blue sky.
    Knowledge is increasing. Daniel 12:4
    At the beginning of the virus scare, Germans learned it matters where your primary residence in Germany is, people where expelled from States. People were stunned. Like 911, it’s a revelation, not a change, the true situation is revealed. Who would have believed, masks could be made mandatory, worldwide. That power!
    Law enforcement – Similar situation in Europe. Laws and mechanisms are in place, to deploy forces EU wide, it’s known they even have the use of lethal force on the books. In 89′, the sons of the GDR where the only police forces which could have been used to stop the protests. “Revolution” started on 119. World is a stage, at the moment I’m not afraid, just annoyed. They prepare something…

  13. Jean-Francois Aubry
    July 19, 2020 at 11:10 pm

    Nazi Frenzy…I mean take care Allan

  14. July 19, 2020 at 9:41 pm

    The latest, as of 3:40 my time:

    Two NM State Trooper vehicles just pulled up and served me with a trespass document, which I refused to sign, which shocked them. (It was funny: they didn’t know how to react, so they did nothing.) I told them stuff I’ve written about here. Asked them if they took an oath to uphold the constitution, etc. Asked them if they were awake to ANYTHING going on.

    I’m going to be arrested tomorrow, for sure.

    • Metatoast
      July 20, 2020 at 12:41 am

      https://sosen.org/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2014/03/Denial-of-Rights-Under-Color-of-Law.pdf

      Carry this legal notice and warning to anyone operating under color of law, including cops, park rangers, contact tracers, prison guards, or anyone functioning under the color of law, attempting to deprive you of your Constitutionally protected rights.

      It is mendacity if they say the Constitution is no longer a valid document, or that it’s somehow abrogated by a national emergency, or by an emergent crisis, or that an undeclared martial law is in force, and therefore the Constitution is suspended. It is mendacity! I’ve decided to act non-violently against this impending challenge. Even though I’m unsure about the manner to use when using it, I will carry the notice and warning, and use it without raising my voice in anger.

      Acting under color of law can mean that appropriate measures are taken. However, if misused to the deprivation rights, it is a serious federal crime.

      • July 20, 2020 at 4:21 pm

        That’s good, really good. I love it. May not work but I still love it.

      • Greg Hohnholt
        July 20, 2020 at 7:09 pm

        What is the correct manner of serving violators with this document?

        • Metatoast
          July 20, 2020 at 11:57 pm

          John,
          Good question.
          I’m not sure because individual personalities will invent different strategies, but I have some thoughts. I thinks it’s wise to fortify ourselves with as much information, previous to any encounter with a minion, specifically about the document, it’s history of inception and actual cases predicated on it.
          ”Justice Department data show that federal prosecutors declined to file charges against virtually all — 98.7% — of the individuals who the investigative agencies had concluded were in violation of 18 USC 242.” from: https://trac.syr.edu/tracreports/civright/107/ The veracity of this report has not been established by me, but for now, assume that it’s true. So, out of 230 cases 227 were declined and that leaves an important 3 cases convicted after prosecution. Compared to other declination rates concerning other statutes, the rate for 242 is dismally high. However, consider that in most encounters with minions, we are not dealing with a great deal of intelligence, but instead are dealing with the original impetus, from time immemorial, the mainstay of psyops; bluff. Surrendering one’s rights is always the result of temptation and trickery. Not to a fault, but, honesty is always where the true power is.
          The majority of minions aren’t interested in what the laws actually say, or like most of us, reference anything but the tiniest portion of the enormity of it, but are content in following orders and enjoying the false honor that goes with that. If we get the intent of the law we are lawyers in our own right, and can out-perform the esquire, as long as we avoid the hypnotic gaze of the cobra.

          I would love to hear any elaboration or refutation on this theme.

    • July 20, 2020 at 12:31 pm

      Just saw this Allan (6:30am your time on July 20). If they show up, film everything. Use your Gopro and your phone. You can upload in a moment direct from your phone. I will call you in a couple of hours (after you wake up), or you can call when you see this.

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